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kevin_michael82
Kevin Michael
Miami, Florida, United States

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June 8, 2006

Crossfade??? haha,... what's that?!


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Currently listening to: Ayumi Hamasaki
Posted by kevin_michael82 on June 8, 2006 at 05:00 PM | Add a Comment
April 7, 2006

What a week!!!


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Whew,... I can't believe I made it out alive!! My sister ended up bringing her kids over at the begining of the week so my parents could babysit for the day. I wish I would've known the
were crazy sick! Anyways, I've been sick for days, just got over it mid yesterday.
Things are looking up which is good. I find I'm taking up alot of things. Which isn't bad,
and it's not like I don't have time for them! I'm excited bout it all! I just had bought a mixer
yesterday for my studio and was studying sound engineering all yesterday. Ofcrouse I need to review today. So, yea... stuff I'm taking on...
Sound engineering, Music Theory, Japanese, also learning more guitar and drums.
Wow, plus I have my 9 to 5 job and the band I'm gonna start being in!
That's alot! But, it makes me happy that someone that went from doing nothing in
his life to actualy doing something. I got my love for music back which has been gone since
a devastating break up. I think I'm gonna cool off on relationships for awhile if not forever.
They just don't turn out right for me. Besides, I have alot of things that could be going
on right now. I don't wanna mess it up with drama. Anyways, in two weeks I'm buying two
new drum mics! So? That means I'll be able to start using my mixer!! Which I can't do yet.
Well, anyways... I must go attend to studying.
To the few of you that read my entries. I know I don't have many friends on here...
Thanks sooo much for caring!! I hope you guys are doing great and having the
time of your lives!!! Remember,... life is just too short.
Make the most of it and live life happy! 
Posted by kevin_michael82 on April 7, 2006 at 04:36 PM | 2 comments
March 30, 2006

*BIG NEWS*


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For a cupple days now I haven't really had my computer.One of my CDs got suck in the drive which sucked. Anyways, I got it back today!! It was kinda hard without it for a cupple days, I've been off this week so I had not that much fun stuff to do. Oh, well... hopefully I see Ruby today. I got her a little charm for her cellphone. A Hello Kitty charm! Yup! I'll also get to cook some chicken teriaki for her also! Also yet another great thing happen!!!! I kissed Ruby on the 26th like I don't know how many times!! I just couldn't stop! I'm head over heels for her. I'm such an emo kid! I miss her!
Posted by kevin_michael82 on March 30, 2006 at 10:32 PM | 1 comments
March 25, 2006

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I've been doing great recently. I seem to have a bit of time off this week from what I saw from the work schedule. I've been watching these Lee Soo Young. They're pretty good, she's a good singer it's just the videos are kinda sad. But, that's all thanks to Ruby for making me watch them
Oh, well... I had hung out with her yesterday for the first time. I liked it alot, but I'm kinda feeling as though I made a bad impression I guess? I don't know if she's distant or if that's just me.
Maybe I was just feeling kinda weird from the whole hanging out exprience.
I think I might also be putting too much pressure on her saying that I want her to
quit the drugs, 'cause that's the only way I'd go out with her. I know that's wrong...
It's just I've had alot of bad expriences with them. I don't think they're good at all.
Then it also kinda worries me because what if she says she'll stop drugs, and then there's
other stuff she does that she doesn't consider a drug. Like a perscribed drug.
Ya know like depression pills taking too many, or stuff like that.
I don't know, I know worrie too much. That's probably why I don't have a
girlfriend. Oh, well... it's just 'cause I care. Maybe I should care alittle less ya know?
Atleast at this point 'cuase it is only the begining of something that might happen
or might not happen. So I shouldn't get so work up over it. I know I was worked
up over it last night. She was too sleepy to talk to me on the phone which kinda
didn't help. Man, I'm such a dork. I tell her I'm not a phone person and all I
wanna do is hear her voice over the phone.
Anyways, not much of an update with anything else going on.
I did go to the movies last night and saw V For Vendetta. Really good
movie. It had alot of political stuff in it which was kool.
I'm gonna watch King Kong today before work, hopefully sometime this week
I'll also see Memoirs Of A Geisha.
 
Posted by kevin_michael82 on March 25, 2006 at 06:20 PM | 2 comments
March 21, 2006

I'm sooo happy!!!


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You know, trying to talk to a girl recently I've realized I'm such a dork. lol
Oh, well... It happens. Haven't been in a relationship since October of last year
and that ended kinda sour. I'm kinda talking with a new girl named Ruby,... wow... she's really sweet and nice and likes to joke around. The only thing I see wrong with the whole thing is the
age difference (which I've come to acept alittle more after last night thinking about it), also
her drug stuff she likes to do. I'm the biggest drug free dork anyone will ever meet.
She says she wants to stop which is great. But, if it's a addiction, I don't think she would.
I never knew I'd really find a girl like her ever again, and crazy thing I've kinda never really
noticed because of the whole age situation. So, infact that did hold me back.
Thanks to a friend I'm finding out how great of a person she is. Thanks Iyo!!!
I guess there's something else too...
I feel kinda bad about it because I've grown to have friends at my work.
I really apreciate all of them. For a long time they were my buds, the only ones
I'd talk to, joke around with. Even if it was just at work... it made me feel acepted.
It really led me up to this point to atleast be able to even think about talking to a girl.
I don't think they'd look at me the same about this if they knew. Or when they find out.
But, whatever... I'm jumping ahead of myself. I tend to do that. Oh, well...
We aren't going out yet which is good. I'd like to get to know her alittle better to make
a decision bout all of this. 
 
 
Currently listening to: J-Pop Mix
Currently reading: IMs from Ruby
Currently feeling: Hopeful
Posted by kevin_michael82 on March 21, 2006 at 04:47 PM | 5 comments
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